The kids are doing great at school. I don’t have any major problems in my life. I’m not currently depressed or unhealthy. I have a lot to be grateful for.

But sometimes life feels a bit like it has stalled. I go to work on projects and have to wait for other people and parts to get ordered. Changes in life are slow to come. Friendships stall as I have a lot of great acquaintances, but few close friends. I want opportunities that don’t seem to exist, or that I don’t feel comfortable pursuing or starting up.

I find myself unable to focus on my goals and really retain that vigour that I sometimes have. I’m distracted easily. I’m overall happy and content with my life, but also wish it could be something more.

I don’t have a great answer for myself, about how to start back up and keep progressing forward. I just know I do want to and to keep trying. I believe God will help me and will lead me to the opportunities that I need when I need them.


2 thoughts on “Stalled

  1. Heather Hoyt says:

    I agree with Mom–something always comes up in a minute, sometimes things you weren’t expecting. And I always feel at least a little like this, but if I didn’t, I probably wouldn’t be that motivated to do anything. One of my year goals was to find my purpose in life. And I haven’t really, but I don’t think I will. Things just happen one thing at a time and sometimes you can’t see the overarching design until you’re past it.


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