The kids are doing great at school. I don’t have any major problems in my life. I’m not currently depressed or unhealthy. I have a lot to be grateful for.
But sometimes life feels a bit like it has stalled. I go to work on projects and have to wait for other people and parts to get ordered. Changes in life are slow to come. Friendships stall as I have a lot of great acquaintances, but few close friends. I want opportunities that don’t seem to exist, or that I don’t feel comfortable pursuing or starting up.
I find myself unable to focus on my goals and really retain that vigour that I sometimes have. I’m distracted easily. I’m overall happy and content with my life, but also wish it could be something more.
I don’t have a great answer for myself, about how to start back up and keep progressing forward. I just know I do want to and to keep trying. I believe God will help me and will lead me to the opportunities that I need when I need them.